Rough week, one laugh.

I've been going through a lot this week due to relationships, schoolwork and basketball workouts. I saw this and it just made me laugh. :)

My resolution

"When you looked back, I was right behind you...when you looked to the side of you, I was standing by you...when you looked in front of you, I was right there holding your hand...But that was before and now when you look behind, side and in front... you'll see the ghost of me you wish u still had..."

I finally had a reality check. I've been in a relationship trying to make things work when we were never on the same page. We all try to force someone to be in our lives when sometimes they are not meant to be in it. Whoever is suppose to be in our lives 5 to 10 years from now will be there. Point blank. No argument needed.

Are you obsessed?

I saw this movie this weekend. I absolutely love Beyonce but I was disappointed with the ending and some of the acting. My roommate and I had to go all the way to the theater in front of Savannah mall at midnight because it was sold out at the Victory theater. We were forced to sit in the second row so it was a little uncomfortable. All in all it was an O.K. movie.

Make-up class for Beth

I had to go into wonderful Arnold Hall at 7:45 AM today for a make-up class for Writing for the Web. We watched the movie Untraceable and I literally fell asleep after twenty minutes the movie started. I already watched the movie and I had a rough night last night. Surviving the 8 AM I had to turn around and attend Promotional Writing at 10 AM. I convinced her to watch another movie instead of taking notes since more than half of the class did not attend.

Since I fell asleep in my first class and barely stayed awake the second class, I should have stayed in my cozy bed but it was worth it. I had breakfast for the very first time in a long period of time so anything with eating food is always worth it. :)

Artemis Reading

It's official my poem "With this Witness" will be the one submitted into Artemis. Last week I wasn't sure because I previously submitted two poems but I was just told that it would be that poem. Be sure to be there at the student center May 7 at 7 p.m. to hear my poem. Come support!

Spring Quarter? No, "Cancelation Quarter."

This quarter have been filled with cancellation left and right from my Nonfiction I class. He supposedly has an oral procedure he has to take care of so I've been enjoying extra time to read and write about anything. I will probably complain when we have to do make-up classes on the only day I allow myself to sleep in which is Friday. I bet no one could complain if their other classes demanded them to do more work than their "canceled" class.

Artemis

I recently received an email from my Poetry I professor and she said one of my poems that I had submitted for Artemis has been chosen! I heard it was hard to get your work published by them so I'm really excited! I'm suppose to be reading on May 7th at the student center at 7 p.m. Come support!

Bonaventure

I've acquired the mood to disturb some ghosts. My roommates and I thought it would be a great idea to sneak into Bonaventure cemetery, which is known to be one of the most haunted places in Savannah. I knew if we went really late that it would be closed. And for some reason I didn't tell my roommate because I was just in the mood to get up and go.

The mission went from 2 people to 8. Turns out that their were a lot of people that were as curious as my roommate and me. So we got there with 2 full car loads and we spotted one security camera outside of the caretaker house. We searched on the sides to see if we could jump a fence and there was another camera by the parking lot. I personally wanted to just jump the fence on the side but it was too risky. I guess the cops have had a problem with people trying to trespass in the cemetery in the past so security is on high alert.

I had another great idea to follow the winding road around the cemetery to see if there was another way to get into it. There was this strip of road that was just filled with darkness and at the end of the road were lights so we were a little skeptical but we continued to walk towards it. As we were approaching the road I had a really bad feeling coming from my legs all the way to my chest. I just kept it inside but I was scared shitless! So we got to the middle and the pressure in my chest just kept pounding harder and harder. All of a sudden this car comes up behind us and we freaked out! There was a nearby house so we all ran to the driveway but security lights came on and their dog started barking. Since everyone was freaked out, I accidentally bumped into the car and the car alarm went off. I never ran so fast in my life since basketball season ended. After that whole thing happened a lot of people wanted to go home but I was being stubborn and didn't want to leave. But it was around 4 a.m. so I decided to just take everyone in my car home and call it a night.

Even thought we didn't get into the cemetery I still had fun. We do plan to go back there again because we are planning to scope it out during the day so we could find other ways to get in! Stay tuned.

Sweat Room?

I was invited to the biggest house party that SCAD supposedly would have this quarter. It was called ILLUMINATION Blacklight party.

Since a lot of people haven't seen me dress up I decided to dress all sexy or at least try to haha. I've uploaded some pictures for your entertainment as well. The picture on the left was some friends and I at a lounge before going to the house party. I'm pretty sure you can spot my little Asian self on the picture to the right. Enjoy!

As you can see it was a sweat shop!

Love Status

So I'm known for putting some inspiring words on my Facebook status. I thought I was the only one thinking that before I got a message in my inbox and it reads:

"Hey , Don't take this the wrong way but i really dig your (statuses)...(<--if that's a word), LOL...

I rarely hear people speak about love the way you do, I dunno..i think about it, but i don't have the heart to say it..well, not out out loud....

anyway...I just wanted to recognize the fact that your not the only one who feels that way...i feel you when it comes to the positives and NEGATIVE sides to love...
any way.... I know you don't know me and this may seem kinda weird..lol..but i just wanted to acknowledge that you have powerful words...."

This made my day when I read this because it shows how many people out there actually listens to what I have to say.

Here are some of what I've posted as my status:

"Sometimes love comes around..and it knocks you down Just get back up..When it knocks you down..they say I move too quick, but we can't let the moment pass us..but u always get to a certain point where ur just forced to move on.."

"You promised me that you would love. You promised me that you would stay. You promised me you'll never leave. You never shoulda gave me broken promises..."

"Love doesn't walk away...people do..."

"There comes a time in life when you just decide to give up on everything and walk away... when u really never wanted to.."

"love conquers all. BULLFUCKINSHIT"-Ana and I'm about to agree also..."


Those were just a few but I honestly can say they were just my feelings at the time but it's always good to see people react to them. I thought I'd share how that message made my day!!!

My baby runt!

I introduce you Kristian Remigio, who is five years old and will be the future "ladies man". This kid already has girls giving him attention who are much older than him. These girls are mainly my friends and of course it's all because they think he's adorable and all out of fun. I think I'm going to convince my mom to have him model. Little kid should be useful and make some money now right? Haha just kidding! That's my little baby but he's basically going to be much taller than me when he grows up because he's already up to the middle of my stomach. Geez, I'm small! But I will declare that he will be the guy the girls are going to love and want. Mark my words! Just wait to see in 13 years or so.

What's a G?

I absolutely love this commercial. I know it's about Gatorade but it's just inspirational to me because of the words said and the famous athletes shown. Some of those figures have inspired me to keep going and fight for what I want. I can truly say people who have told me I'm too short or that I would never make it have only fueled my fire. They gave me more of a reason to keep proving them wrong. What is a G? I'm a G!

Star Castle of Savannah!

So my roomie is turning 21 tomorrow and she wanted to celebrate and do something yesterday. Now typical girls who would be turning 21 would be like OMG lets go out to a bar! She's never drank in her life so she suggested STAR CASTLE! At first I was supportive of it because it's been forever that I haven't played laser tag. Then I got this partying urge and wanted to go out. I decided to go anyways to celebrate with her and I actually had fun. There was this one game where you had to stack up blocks all the way to the top of the screen in order to get a "major prize". You had to time it right to line the blocks up and if u hit the last block then you could choose from Nintendo DS Lite, Rockband for Xbox Live and a Polaroid camera. My friends and I spent a total of 10 dollars worth of quarters on this one game. We decided that the machine was cheating us so we finally gave up. We would always lose at the last block it was so frustrating!!!!!

We were suppose to play laster tag but everyone else took so long with arcade games that the time slot for 5 p.m. were already booked! I was so mad! Haha I felt like a little kid but all in all it was fun. I'd choose partying over it though! :)

Life's false promises

From the first time I've ever dated someone I was told to never let anyone in so fast. Don't take people for granted is what my friends always told me too. As a smart girl I took these two sayings and depended on them from the jump. It's been seven years since I've had my first relationship and I've been loved, misused, adored, romanced and scorned. The first time I had my heart broken I became stubborn and trusted no one. I was one of those girls who would treat the next person badly for my exes mistakes.

I've been breathing for 20 years now and I've just realized that life is full of false promises. I say this because every promise made in any way (whether I was in a relationship or not) has been broken. I gave up my soul and changed my ways when I fell in love but all i got in return was false promises and heartache. So the only advice I live by now is LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST and fuck everything else. Fuck the sayings, the love. Fuck the words "soul mate" because they are all life's false promises!

My "Hip Hop" Side

I love this crew from ABDC. I like to think that I could dance choreography like they do, i just do freestyle and enough said.

ENJOY!

Feeling a little poetry

So I decided to write a poem since I had a lot of thoughts in my head so here it is:

With This Witness

We have yelled when we needed it.
We have left nonexistent words, settling for the silence
of unspoken voices, and we have ditched our hearts
and avoided the reason for reasoning.

And now we stand before each other.
The cement has absorbed us and we are stuck.
The cracks break free on this pasty ground.
Our eyes delay.

With this witness
has its faults with nothing to regret, nothing to lose.
We have no hope or falling tears,
no symphony to scream, no explanation to not stay.